According to me
9:47:00 AM - Thursday, March 4, 2010
Went back from meeting
♥ for our 8th month anniversary. Had Lunch in Mac.. and omg the new shaker friess.. fuuhhhh~ :D hahaha then had my hair done like a lil vain pot guy and we went to woodlands to waste 10 dollar on a 15 game on terminator.. To those who would like to try it, well DONT! until the full game is realised. trust me.
To Charmaine♥ - Happy 8th month together. To be honest, you still look as lovely as the first day i saw you. After more than a year knowing you, I just never did get tired of looking at you. your like an eye candy. According to me, your beautiful without make up.. you look hot with your hair undone.. I melt at the simplicity of you and I will not let any wankster ruin your mood.. fuck the bitchassmofo who hacked your msn or facebook. you can always have mine. (: I love you ♥.
Holiday is here but it doesn't feel like holiday if you have no cash -.-" well cant wait to hang out with ♥ again to sentosa? hehe and i cant wait for more outing with you dear. If only we lived nearer :(
Lastly GTA SAN ANDREAS IS STILL THE BEST! :P
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5:31:00 AM - Saturday, February 13, 2010
To C.M syg..
Happy Valentine's Day to youuuu! :D
Sucks to know that this day falls on Chinese new year right? Who ask you to find a chinese girl? :P Hahah. Still.. any day can be valentine's day for us. :)
I'm really glad to have met a guy like you, who have stuck through thick and thin with me, literally. I'm sorry for the troubles I have caused you and never want history to repeat itself. You never fail to make me smile genuinely, and make my heart flutter to butterfly land. Haha! I'm not sure if when you'll read your own blog but I know one day you would. :D
Just want to say that I love you very much, and hope to spend another valentine's day with you. Hehe.
Last but not least, (even though I'm the girl), "Will you be my valentine?"
I love you.. (:
For the ones you love.
7:58:00 AM - Monday, February 1, 2010
This post is dedicated to CK SYG... but whatever im gonna type will have no link :P
AHAHAHA!!
Happy new year to all. its great to be 18 but it sucks too cause next year go NS -.-"
I got myself a New year present that god has kindly gave it to me which is a blackberry bold 9000.
Thank you :D, my soul is forever yours. hehe.
New news of the day, nude malay RP girl got caught, the pics spread like wild fire. girl cry. bla3
the end. its been long since i blog so maybe this is for my faithful reader CK SYG heheh.
I'm sorry for not getting my car license on time. :( im sorry to be an ass at times.I'm sorry that i stole your heart. I couldnt afford to buy it. it was priceless but i wanted it so bad.It was shinning so brightly like stars i count on teletubby land, so i stole it :( i promise i wont go stealing hearts anymore.. I love you (:
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8:03:00 AM - Saturday, January 16, 2010
I love you... I wish that wishing star could fly by your house so that you can have any wish come true. Mine already did. Sweet dreams
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2010
6:49:00 AM - Sunday, January 3, 2010
Happy 2010 to all you peps.
Lots of stuff happen back in 2009.
The good, the bad and the ugly..
Quick recap on 2009:
Met the girl of my dream..
i swear she's hot,cute,adorable and everything i ask for... *melts*
But like all girls.. have to admit she is very problematic at first and creates alot of headache for me. hahah :P but she is kick ass awesome now :D
Made friends with new classmates..
Have an awesome HXC band names "MASS THEY CRIED" A.K.A "!MXC!"
Had a very unique birthday.. zomg it really feels like i was back in my kindergarden days tt day. hahaha!!
composed music.
I know this sound lame but i learned how to smile.. I feel happy whenever i smile. my smile is now genuine.. (:
Wells lots of stuff happen.. there is too much for me to type.. *ehem*actually im lazy*ehem* hahaha!! :P
Would like to end off with a poem (:
I.n the depth of my heart.
L.ove is the colour of spring,
O.ver you, I cant forge.
V.alentive, your my dream.
E.ver since we first met,
Y.ou bring my life light,
O.ver the beautiful rainbow.
U.nder the stars of night.
I love you charmaine (:
7:34:00 PM - Tuesday, December 8, 2009
What is the use of blogging and what is the use of keeping your faith when you know that others is losing theirs. Is it really goodbye that you wanted? Was I even worth it for you? All those loyalty and faith and everlasting truth, Is it for nothing? All those happy sweet moments and all those sense of security of words that I use towards you. Is this your true colors? Is what we were having for all those times just movies in our eyes? Is this a silent cold war or is this really the end? Whatever it is, my life means nothing now when your gone. My heart cant be strong now. you got it vulnerable and weak, I cant help myself..No one can..
Labels: Crying for you is always worth it.
One of those sleepless nights where you feel like blogging
6:54:00 AM - Wednesday, November 25, 2009
D o you have one of those nights, whereby you just sit down with your guitar in hand or just sitting down and suddenly you stoned and reflected?. You tend to ask yourself, What have you been doing for the past few month. OK maybe it's just me but I don't know about the rest.
What happened to the romance? What happened to being sweet? Was it all just a mere honeymoon period feeling? I think couples out there may get what I am trying to say. When you saw that "perfect" guy/girl you tend to be sweet,impressive,caring,treats him or her like a bloody prince or princess. Talking on the phone, random sweet text msg, buying random stuff to attract the opposite sex. But when your finally together and a few month or year flies by, It all changes and true colours starts to show. Thank to a friend who told me true colours will be shown after marriage.
Maybe it is true or not true that the first few month of relationship is just movies? I don't know you tell me? Can you really trust your partner? Can you really be sure he or she is going to stick on you? or will they just cheat and lie behind your back?
Remember back the first date you couples out there had. The first time you try to sneak your hands in his/hers, or the day you fake a sleep in the bus so that you can lie on your partners shoulder when you are still dating. Now, it may be different few month or years later.
Charmaine kwok shu hui, if you are reading this, I have loveD you and still loving you now just like the first day i met you. I still have butterflies when you kiss me in the cheek. I still feel shy when you approach me while giving me the most beautiful smile and a perfectly warm big hug. There is no girl out there who can replace you. who can deliver the same butterfly effect you did, who has that mole on your eyebrow, who has that smile you have. Whatever I do, I think of you. I am afraid that you will leave me one day as...... i don't know how to put it but I still have to say, changed... you ran away from me at times. When I was trying to be sweet you turn me down at times. You made me jealous by lieing and doing stuff. I have no idea what I did to deserve this. But deep down I still love you for who you are and not what you are. Am I a sucker for you charmaine? Am I? To tell you honestly, today(25th nov) you didn't even want me to send you home. why? Even when you gave me a full lecture and yet you took your phone out to ask your dad to fetch you? IT really hurts me that you been trying to hurt me. Why?
I would like to wrap up that, Love is not equal to heartbreak but to me it is equal to better understanding and a reason to live and be human.
I still love you like how I love you on 26th Feb 2009, I swear.
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