Its been months or if i can remember correctly a year?
A lot of stuff happened. Too many to remember. The Sweet, the fun, the ugly, the horrible, the funny, the heart breaks, the love, the etc2[well you know what i mean,too much to state ;) ]
well to summarize what i have been doing this year,
*Finally i'm studying my own course which is DIP in Aerospace Avionics. (refresh all of u lazy minds -.-")
*Become the student leader and be a facilitator for day. (can't believe a person like myself being a facilitator ^^V)
*make tons of new friends. =D
*OUH YEAH!! cant forget, made tagged.com account and met CK *wink* hehe.
*Made my very first song and sang it CK(with a crappy voice like duhh)
*Met new classmates.
*improving on my DJ skills
*lepak,lepak,lepak,lepak,lepak
* FINALLY TURNING 18 IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS!!!!

& to top it off, 2009 is a brand new year for me and now i am seeing life in a new perspective, a new purpose in life, maybe i have already found i am looking for. well, that's life. everyone is trying their best to search for the one that they are seeking of. Most people don't know what they are searching for until it comes right at you or when you finally realize and started to regret but ouh well, that's a whole new different story altogether.

Seriously, Alot has happened ever since i stop using blogger.
& as i sit down at the corner of my bed with my guitar in hand. All the flashbacks gets to me one by one. All sorts of emotions runs through me now. Am i doing the right thing? Is this what my life is going to be? will i ever find my happy ending? I,zulfeqar, had been on the. edge of life. wanting to give up. surrending my soul to god but i did'nt. There's so much in life that i have not experienced, seen, touch. A foolish boy i am. I agree. Why am i doing this i ask myself when im on the edge of life. what is the meaning of life? can someone tell me? what do I live for? I'm not a kid anymore. I have to learn to stand on my own two feet. Fight for your right. Don't let anyone step all over you. Take responsibility. Sometimes, im just too afraid to grow up. I guess, as a guy i have the responsibility to take care of my love ones even if it means me giving up on myself. ouh well im gonna stop typing like an emo-kid now =DD

looking on the bright side, I can finally enrol for car license in less than 24 hours!! COOL OR WHAT!? hahahaha. omg just having the thought of me holding a car license and finally driving a car. no need to keep waiting for a bus or mrt. bounce from marina to woodland just so that you have a sit and can send people home *wink*&& i still hold my word. you're still going to be my first passenger. you should know yourself aite. hehehe. ok excitements aside

guess this is going to be the end of my first post. gosh i feel like typing more but tomorrow is a new day and i can type more :)

P.S: i hate this feeling. almost every song i listen to reminds me of you and the things we did and it makes me miss you && i have to start coming to class early. -.-"

"Why does tonight have to end?
why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts
we'll skip the goodbyes. If i had it my way. I'd turn the car around
and run away,just you and I.~"