I think i need a new blog. A blog where i can fully expressing myself without the fear of hurting anyone. A blog where no one will find and no one will know except for me. I used to keep a personal diary but its gone? -.-" call me emo if you want you sons of bit*h arses -.- i have feelings too. this is one of those nights that i feel f*cked.i wish i could type it here but nahh. I just don't understand people and should not have too much high expectation towards people. Maybe i should just relax and be like what i use to be. A "heck care" person and gives up on everyone. FML

Labels: FML

Here are some random pictures of what i was last time and how i am now. So those who once knew the fat round boy in Evergreen sec school, well i changed. So please when you see me outside, say hi. hahahah ^^V
Wow found some old pictures in friendster, yes i know it is such a dead website. i found the top pictures from Azri's profile. wahhh miss those people i once knew but everyone seem to change.
Like Azri, met him last wednesday. like mat rep siaa~ got piercing seyyy somebody ;) heheh :P
and yet you call me a mat rep eh Azri -.-" tsk tsk tsk
Feel so good that i changed. Don't want to be the fat guy i once was so please dear don't feed me too much. hahaha :P

Damn i'm bored. Gf too busy with soccer watching by now i guess? so won't be expecting any text messages from her. texting Rinniey, wahhh we were both so called lucky never spent the day at ignite on saturday. damn boring ok! you see good people sitting on the floor while the bands perform. -.-" Friday more happening man. aiiyerrr~
& now im addicted to this band called there for tomorrow.
For those who love those alternative type of song, you guys should check them out. :D

OUH YEAH can't forget. Today's my spoilt brat lil sis birthday. Fery Andrianne.
Happy birthday. Having a fickle minded lil sis is hard. was about to get her a book like what she wanted. But later accompanying her to the arcade.. guess she wants fun in arcade more than reading? hahahah nevermind shall get her a book to read though. It's good for her ^^
hahahah as if the brother read alot. macam paham. hahaha :P

Labels: I threw away the past to have a better future with you

First of all that jerk off sydney basted me and said, don't want to go -.-"
But later he managed to go after i made him call andy. Zzz
so yeah, put bags at my house first cause who the hell mosh with their laptops and bags?
hahahaha.
Afterwards walked back to school and waited for Andy.
While waiting saw Babu, Sykes, Chad, Sharina, Azrul and etc etc(insert you names here) hahah :P
Suddenly received a call from Rinniey(the girl from the pic). & i thought she was going to go on saturday -.-"
Wah seyyy soo long never see old member. hahahah
Btw soo sorry Rinniey for forgetting your birthday :(
didn;t mean to. i know you wished me on mine and i didn;t on yours. hope that cake made it up to you :)
Back to ignite, so was with rinniey,andy,sydney and we all went in middle. moshpit + massive headbanging + HXC time muahahaha. Sydney was like a pus*y at first saying don't want to go -.-
finally want to go. hahaha
That was a hell load of fun when the music started. but F*ck we all got seperated, all i saw when i was busy HXC-ing away, *Sydney got punch and pushed soo far away -.-" how the F*ck did you end up to the far end corner sydney??!!* *Andy lost in the crowd,god knows what he is doing* *Me,somehow infront of rinniey punching every guy who starts to approach me* *ehem,ehem see rinniey never say thank you for the protection* AHAHAHAH! atleast i did;nt end up alone like those jerk offs. HAHAHAH! Wall of death,HXC dance,Mosh pit, Omg you should all have gone there.
The drums,guitars,vocal were almost perfect. Even the screamo. wow~
But that was super tiring ok -.-
overall status,fell once, drag along an innocent,unknown guy(im friendly ;)) to the wall of death,
punch some arses and i somehow got out safe. WOOHOOO~
Ouh yeah, can't forget. while i was in ignite. CK was at the stadium i think? watching some guys kicking balls. HAHAHAHAH! Liverpool seyyy. ^^ hope she had fun :D
That's all folks.
chariooo

Labels: massive headbanging + new friends+ HXC + heavy music + moshpits = hell load of fun :D

Couldn't sleep due to some troubles which i do not want to share here but all is solved.
msg CK love at random timings? hahaha
CK wanted to catch a movie. I miss her lotssss so yeaa met up with her.
who wouldn't miss their own gf/bf. such a DUHHH. hahaha
Someone wore a dress today seyy ^^
sooo cuteeee~ zomg. make my heart skip a beat when i saw her.
just like the first time when i saw her :)
ok enough wait someone nose grow bigger then sneeze till all the mucus go to me *you should know wait i mean* ewwww~ AAHAHAHAH!!
In town i was stopped by this random women promoting cadbury chocalate. I had to do a eyebrow dancing thing. Its a dare/competition thingy? hahaha
I Don't Know why i agreed but hey i got more balls than you local loser guys to actually do something infront of the public and my own gf just to get 2 free movie tickets to Harry potter and the half blood prince! Yes and i got it 2 free tickets. save my 20 dollar. hahaha & also CK wanted to Harry Potter. So i guess she is a fan? well, i'll do anything to make her happy even act like a fool in public so that we can be the first few to watch Harry Potter. :) I love you.
Ok so went to cine to get tickets to Haunting in connecticut. Wow scary shit.
The ghost. fullermark got tattoo siolzxzxzx. Overall the story not that bad ah.
CK and me watched like two scared idiots covering each other eye's at such horror scenes.
But the ending was kinda predictable. Like those fairytales where there is a "they live happily ever after, THE END" kind of ending -.-"
Afterwards, pool at lucky plaza. ZOMG i lost all the way. -.-""""""
im getting worser and worser. hahaha
Then send CK home and tadaaa im here blogging again :)
aitee good night people

Labels: Little Nicky (y)

Today is the start of a very relaxing weekend(hopefully)
RP is getting to be lamer and lamer by the day. how do you expect to contain the virus in a air-con school filled with random students like me and you? - . -"
Ouh well, end of UT2 paper for the week. more coming my way soon. very soon.
But someone's test finish already and now out hurraying -.-" jealous~

A night wasted... could have gone out with some jackasses. But no...
The dudes wanted to go for a smoke, sheesha to be precised but nahhh... didn't meet up with them. As I know if i were to go they will force me to take some. that's one of the reason why they are called jackasses. hahaha. So just followed sydney to Andy's gig which was at Ngee Ann Poly.
The trip there was hell. -.-
First of all me and sydney went to the wrong track of the MRT and only realised when we were at Yishun -.-" Next, The bus stop at Clementi was packed with people. Even in the bus. ZOMG!
&& gosh the traffic was damn congested can?
So nevermind stand there with Sydney and ouh yea found some of our friends onboard that bus too, Sharina,Aidil and this one guy(new friend) and guess Sydney can't take his eyes off from sec schl girl.. cheyy cheyyy~ hhahahaha jk2 :P
Fast forward to N.P, and zoom to Andy's gig. the thing is we have to pay 5 bucks - . -
for some people who know me. i am a cheapo at times. As if you all never had that moment before -.-" so we never went in as the gig was held in a lecture theater room. wth?? 0.o and not much people were inside. So slacked at "the makan place" played CS and went home.
see,friday night wasted play CS like noobster. AHAHAHA

Maybe, im going to make a new band soon. Me the guitarist as usual.
Alicia as the singer. Ryon as the keyboardist. Gonna look for more band members to join this band. Not sure yet of what genre as we all listen to a wide variety of them. hahaha. maybe HXC?
Alternative? Punk rock? ouh well hopefully this works.

Labels: There's never a night i'd never say those words to you.

Ryan Cabrerra-True used to be the song that described me on how i truly felt for you. All my life i have been waiting this is true* :) 4th July 2009 is the official date that i am going to remember forever. The plans, patience, love, care, understanding, misunderstandings, laughter, etc2 and finally I'm officially attached to someone i truly love, Charmaine kwok shu hui. Fullermark, that was a mouthful. hahah!
How we met? that's for me to know for you people to find out. :)
Two different people from two different world and background somehow met and changed each other's lifes. Won't forget all those moments spent..
I can't believed i asked her under the fireworks. well it was a nice idea but i didn't know it was soo predictable -.-" gosh I'm losing my touch. hahaha. But ouh well the timing and all was perfection.
Especially spending that night with her. Just her.

some pictures of the day...
*ehem*gotta admit CK's cam make me look good :p












fullermark. but funny thing the fireworks was damn messy on this pic. hahah!